I hasn't been posting much lately. Got lotsa projects and stuff to do... Ahh stresses me. I bet i did poorly for the M.A test. It sux... I didn't really studied for it, i probably deserve those grades. I'm currently looking for a place to stay... I can't stay here for long, its not nice coz it isn't my house. I get misunderstood by everyone staying here it sux really.
I'm alone now, he's off to some chill out session with his friend. Thats fine. I hardly think about keith these days, it kinda makes me feel happier and .. hmmm i dunno, just pure bliss. But lately Jane hasn't been feeling that good... I understand coz i wouldn't if i were her. Lotsa questions in her decision but i guess its her decision after all. For me, i really couldn't tolerate someone who doesn't gives me the respect i deserve. ESPECIALLY since i am someone he supposedly loved.

Anyways our relationships been getting better lately, esp after that chalet, it certainly made us closer. Somehow or rather i just begin to love him more each day and i hope it won't stop. I had my heart-shaped box (though it wasn't heart shaped at all, its squarish) but to me, its the dearest to me coz i put in notes almost everyday.. so at the end of this 4 months we could take it out and share together what we've been through. These are incidents that made us stronger and even if the outcome isn't what i expected, at least when he looks at all the notes, he remembers me and i won't be just a passing shadow :-)

Nothing much happened lately. I love his nephews.. They're cute. But thats coz i love kids...

Not sure if i want to go for Marketing class tomorrow but its interesting to see what ideas people can come out of.

Peace.